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A new thought!

I have been thinking lately (scary I know), just about everything that we have going on right now. The ex is having a flare up and can't get it thru her thick skull that the kids DON'T WANT to see her, so she thinks that if that is the case then she doesn't have to pay child support and all this other stuff, and all this stuff about someone trying to take the house out from under us and what's worse is that it is someone we know, and all this other junk going on, my neck hurting me and any way, I was thinking today as I was sitting in the car rubbing my neck trying to see traffic without turning my head, how amazing it is that God in His most infinite wisdom knows everything and thankful that He doesn't always answer our prayers as we ask them. I mean I don't know what I would have done with my neck and taking medicine and all if I had been pregnant, or the few previous times that I thought that I was, but it turned out to be a cyst on my ovaries instead and how painful that was and all this other stuff that has been going on, that if i had been pregnant would have greatly affected the child and it's well being. As sad as that is for me to say, I can honestly say that right now I am okay with not being pregnant, but trust me, that won't last for long, just until my neck stops hurting!! But I am just so thankful again for God and His grace and mercy and not always giving us what we want exactly when we want it. I am so thankful that He knows better than I.